Remain silence

I don't feel to talk at all lately. i did talk..tapi tak banyak...cakap sket je..sudah.
Bila tidor...tidor awal. Mimpi bukan-bukan. ermp.
Ntah nak apa ntah.
Nak balik RUMAHHHHHH =.=
Tapi bertangguh. sebab? BERSIH. but i dont blame the BERSIH thingy...cuma..efek pada orang ramai.
Well..bravo la apa nak jadi nanti. lantak. yang penting...saya nak balik umah next week!! huh!

I dont talk. much. shaberu janai. 

Pada orang di sekeliling. sorry. :)

P/s: Ermp. Offline.

Mo-esday T_T

Hari Isnin...walaupon bukan hari yang indah seperti Jumaat..

tapi..ini hari berjumpa supervisor ku sayang! :)

Punya la nebes..sampai sakit perut (padahal sebab laen je pon..haha)

Masok lepak dengan dia sejam..macam-macam input dia bagi...

Jalan yang stuck..dia bukakan jalan..bagi idea...

Tunjuk planning dia untuk my research

Suruh tukar ayat sket..tukar significance research sket

Borak-borak tentang viva master sket...

Last-last dia bagi ayat best:

"Kita kena dapat G.O.T (Grad On Time) tu ina...jangan leka. If terlebih masa..nanti "org atas" tanya saya pulak..rajin sket..kan research ni..if nak senang...buatla taught Course..."...

Adoyai boss...bley plak "taching" kan saya!!

Sebenarnya...ada betulnya apa dia cakap. Buat Master ni..tak sama dengan undergrad dulu...kena adjust masa betul-betul...kena ada planning...tapi saya? HANCUSS!!! =.=

Agak menyesal di situ..tapi tu la..masa da lepas..mana bley ulang..

lepas ni..da fix masa untuk jumpa dia every 2 weeks. MUST...dia cakap bukan dia nak kawal saya..tapi just nak monitor my works..(since..da bagitau dia..i want to grad before Feb 2012)..Hopefully..Allah guide my heart...supaya tak LAGHA sangat..huhu =.=#

I dont have enough time. and i do feel sad about it...

*lebih kurang gini la my sketch-book after jumpa him* T_T

P/s: I'm having Mo-esday!

Tuju Lagu :)

Maen ni pulak lately. apakah? haha. takde pape. ^_^

P/s: Jiwangs....

Jiwa Kacau

Even layan Mael Lambung ke..Ah Cai ke..Or layan sepah...takde kesan.

JIWA KACAU!!!!

P/s: that's why Ustaz Azhar cakap perempuan ni ada 3 rupa! T_T

=.=

Not really a tajok. haha. but...just one face expression i had today: =.=#

P/s: Sigh. Macam kena sampuk. SENGAL!!!

There's a reason for every smile :)

"U.S.S tu ada apa? macam Genting ke"

"Ala...amek la link ni..tengok sendiri..."

"=.=...haha. Saya da check dah semalam. Saje je nak suh awak check lagi. Ce cite sket..."

-Tersengih sorang-sorang...boleh macam tu???-

Dah lama tak senyum macam tu..*sigh*

Terima kasih ye awak. I find my smile back! :)

P/s: Masih ada yang sayang. hahaha

Mood: Jiwang.

Jiwang? wah..mende yang dah lama takde dalam diari hidup saya. haha.

Tengah update blog sambil dengar lagu "kisah Hati" dr Alyah...memang macam ni la jadinya..huhu.

Hari ni..22 June 2011. Saya telah buat satu decision..decision untuk tamatkan kisah hati saya.

Menunggu lagi? BOLEH BLAH. 

Penat..saya penat. tapi siapa la tahu kan..even pada yang terlibat pun..keep this as a SILENCE.

"I'm the hero of the story...don't need to be saved"...

Really? really u dont want to be saved? then..u BOLEH BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!

Sakit hati betul...to put strength waiting for you...is HURT so damn much!!!

*if only u knew it................>_<

If u dont want to moved on. Well..let's see how i move on.

Hatiku hatimu
Menjadi satu cinta
Ku rasa hadirmu
Hanya sempurnakan aku
Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Hadir di angkasana
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

Tapi cinta bukan milik kita
Semua harus berakhir

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Mungkin tidak bersama
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu

Cinta kau dan aku
Takkan mungkin bersatu
Untuk saat ini di dunia ini
Biar ku setia menjaga cintamu
Selamanya

You...saya penat sangat...while you layan your EGO tu..bley tak if u turn back..saw me behind you? saw what u did to me all this time....

Even when *** leaved me...it's not hurt so much like you did. ........

P/s: Jiwa Kacau. POKE!!

Tak Peduli.

Bila dah tak kisah...suka hati la nak buat apa pon.

And even di pujuk..and minta maaf juta-juta kali pon...di ignorekan aje.

Keras kepala betul. 

Hati kering. Heartless.

Tapi takpe...if you want it that way..we play it the way you want...

Let's see who is the winner at the end of line.

And you know what...I GIVE UP!

P/s: Emo plak pagi2 isnin ni..Astagfirullah...T_T

Saket!!!

Ermp..Rase macam da nak sembuh dah...tapi saket balik.

Apakah. Apakah. Apakah!!! *Geram*

Kenapa lah. if u want to let me down...kasi down la cukup2. 

Ni macam tak ikhlas je...ada jugak sket eh nak kasi my heartbeat jadi laju balik. 

Damn lah!

P/s: Mungkin maksud dia..betul2 Going Going Gone kut for us. NTAH!!!!

Isnin-Sicky.

Haha...bukan tak suka Isnin. Suka..Hari yang bagus untuk wat amalan2 sunat...

tapi..macam tu lah..bila isnin..nak wat kerja liat (dah la memang dah liat pon!!)

Then..banyak termenung before nak wat keja...( tak tau la pk apa kan T_T)

Pagi ni..pergi la hidupkan lesen kereta yang dah mati...

dalam hujan2...cuaca pon lembap je..mata tak mahu mengantok plak kan...adei!!

Jalan2...kaki maen seret2 je..punya la rajin kan? :P

berkerut muka bila orang2 tgk semacam..tapi ada saya kisah??? hahahaha *evil*

Then bley plak abg pej pos...nak amek cop jari je pon..pi pegang tangan plak kan. SENGAL..nak marah!! tapi terpaksa sabarkan aje...sbb dia pon nak wat kerja dia kut...

tapi itu semua tak perlu!!!

P/s: Cheer up please! :)

Be Strong!

Be strong FADZLINA ^_^

Let Allah decide it for you.

InsyaAllah..He has a beautiful plan for u instead in future.

Kore kara mo...let's be Happy. 

P/s: Bley ke menipu diri sendiri???

Ermp..

Happy after receiving Arashi DVD and GANTZ badges..thanks to Cherry Blossom!

Hehe...

akhir-akhir ni..jarang sangat mao update blog...or blogwalking blog kengkawan..takde mood ke apa??

haha...no lah..nothing special to update about me. 

Ouh..kecuali..sudah kembali SINGLE after 5 years. Ouh No! That is so not appropriate to say here...tapi..nak cakap jugak!

Mula-mula..memang sangat DOWN...tapi lately..much better. Rahsia? 

BUSY kan diri dengan mende2 lagi penting dari CHENTA!...berkesan oke!

Skrg..mode lebe kepada...mau KURUS...DIET..etc! haha...Mao CHANTEK la...usia pon dah 25 taun kan..hehe (tersalah mention)....

Dont want to look back anymore!!! :)

P/s: Thanks for those who keep supporting me. Love u Guys! :)

I'm gonne leave it behind...

all those 5 years with you...

it's not a goodbyes...but just a move on to new life..

life without you...without someone i can depends to...

someone that hear my craps...someone that hear my problems...and share my tears..

someone who i love to spend time with...someone who is so...nice to me..

if that is the reasons...why should i let u go??

why should we stop US?

Yea...our path have change...u & i trying the new outside world...

without rely on each other...

it's been a week..and there is no one day..without tears coming out from my eyes...

i cried when i miss you...i sleep with our memories...

and hey...i'll always cherish our time together...

i always remember you...and appreciate all that we built together...5 years...

it's not like 5 months...

and..thanks...thanks so much for the time & memories ...

To you...if u read this...

i want u to know...that u always that special place in my heart. no matter where you are...and what we will be in future...

May Allah lead us to the right path after this 

P/s: a Goodbye note for a lover!

tak hap-date!

Lama tak update blog nih...Tak tahu nak share apa..since my life has some ups and downs...
lately..full of ups! haha...and a bit downs in Love!

ermp...

today da lulus presentation proposal (sem akhir da..tapi baru proposal)...adei!!!

lambat sudah....tapi...tak menyesal..since im doing good at it! :)

and...my life...full with colors! hehe :P

wanna try something new lately...like...editing the arashi piccha...it's pretty messed up though...haha

ermp...wut else?

ouh..im still waiting for my arashi DVD concert! :P

haha :)

love is in the air for me!!! :P

P/s: i always wanna be happy!

I.T

Appreciate IT

Cherish IT

Be Happy with IT

Live a life with IT

Endure IT

Smile with IT

Crying hard when u loose IT

Spend time with IT

Fall for Anything with IT

Break even when something happened with IT

Totally said "I'm Yours" when IT needs you

None the Wiser between you & IT

& it's all like For The First Time!

Yeah...hope it always stuck into my head like this. always.

P/s: What's L is all about!

P.M.S.!!!

Okay...this is totally described me!!urgh!!!suddenly i'm not in the mood for talking & to be loved & ETC.

i felt anger, headache, sleepy, lazy, and all those negative stuff!! 

and..i become so SUPER SENSITIVE. i think PMS is SOOOOOO INTO me for this month.

Premenstrual syndrome ('PMS) (also called PMT or premenstrual tension) is a collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a womans menstrual system!

Yeah...i'm having my menstrual time now. or maybe..too much caffein intake. but...no blame for Caffein please!!!

 *Totally Caffeinated!*

For people around me...please..please...please....understand me. and dont try to mess up things and be calm in handling me. 
If u cant accept it...Go Away!

P/s: Sorry..but this is ME.

s.u.c.k.s

okey..this one....

NAK MARAH!!!!!!!!!!

waaa...i wish skrg cuti sem lagi...geram!

nape la INTERNET lembap tahap sipot babi!

P/s: Tensen tak memasal

1.1.2011

I never thought i will have a blog either until now! ...

haha...Happy New Year to all Bloggers!

Love2 all!

P/s: Hope 2011 brings ME lots of happiness! :)

hey..hey hey :P

I'm back!!! after a long journey to terengganu for my bestfriend engagement :)

Happy for her!!! and almost cried for her happy day!
Thanks so much for nisa...untuk semua kemudahan for me & rumate for 3 days
Thanks for kai..accompanied me ..for..what...1 day..haha. (i total up semua) :P

Pictures???

Aisey...dalam pendrive..tapi check2 balik..takde :( sedey!!! huhu

And for arashi member, Aiba Masaki...

he turn 28 on 24.12.10...Happy bestday aiba chan~~~ :)

wah...ureshii yo....i'm feel so nice with this feelings :)

i surrounded with the good people..nice environment..and lovely friends :)

i love everything i have for now!

I wont let them go away!

P/s: Love everything about me!!! :)

Tadaima! (i'm back)

hehe...
i'm here...after three days...konon mao focus untuk research kan...well..some part of it...works...tapi..some part..end up with Arashi Bangumi :P
hehe..i love what i'm doing right now...it's not so hard.
eventough...saya sangat3 lambat berbanding yang laen sekarang...fuh...saya merayap cam cipan ye! :P
(can u imagine me merayap?) ^_^

*comel plak mende alah ni* :P

haha...so..here i come...writing again!
this week gonna be GREAT ne!! :)

P/s: make sure work is done before friday! x_X