But still...I still thinking that you are here.
It's like..you never leave...
How can i should let you leave...when you appeared in my mind every morning i wake up..and just before i sleep..it's you i think about. People may say...I'm CRAZY...but..i didnt ask for this. Not once i want u to hurt me so deeply.
U stay away from me. I figure out the reason why. Because u dont want me to stuck with you. I got it.
Dear u, teach me how i should forget all these things?
- Your musics that u suggested to me...and i kept playing it because ur musics suit mine?
- Your sweet part. Maybe u already stated that i'm not your choice..but why u kept my stuff with you?
I dont know. I dont know why i can act like this when i'm with you. OR remember you.
I never forget you. Not even once. Even if i say i did...i just love the way i lie to myself. That's it.
It doesn't matter i can't have you..because i dont hope or want it anymore. Just i remember this little boy that i always used to watch in class. The boy that write and lead the class...the boy-scout that so "chomel" when he shout out in class..and the boy that dance with another partner instead of me. HAHA. I just missed all of those little boy.
-at least...those memories make me smile- :)
This is your tribute. If i find someone in future..i'll make sure i SHOW OFF to you. and make him PUNCH you hard at your bulgy stomach. haha.
you are..a GOING GOING GONE guy. Bakaa!!!!Sayonara!!!
P/s: I am Not sad because of you anymore. I promise i live my day BETTER without you :)